The latest in the findings of the black box demonstrate according to the news
a practice run . But how did he sustain and contain his twisted evil suicide murder fetish ? In the moment he certainly must have become consumed with
death imminent,but the location was not the place of his desired end.There was no broccoli to top it all off.
You can call it a trial run or practice run or a dry run, but what he were doing is capturing in the moment the thrill- It was for this murderer the highest he had even been, equal to a drug high-
Yet controlled ,contained and sustained, in other words he concealed it, the pilot did not suspect what he had done.
You might say he was fondling the dials,not tweaking but fondling. He were you might say seducing himself ,after all it was the love of death he were in pursuit of in his revenge motivated suicide murder act.,but he had another fetish to satisfy-it all had to go down exactly the way he envisioned it would in his twisted revenge motivated imagination. No other place other than the location he chose would do. But the pleasurous thrill of self suduction was a thrill he could not resist.
He had been flirting with temptation all his life.
The dials or controls were more-so representative of fine jewelry one would wear, flaunt, cherish,with some type of attachment that one might grasp between one's fingers, knock on wood and all that-, this act after all to tomato andy-aka duly was his altimate test to resist temptation. His fetish of having to have everything exactly his way won the bout.
He were indeed quite the deceiver.
But time and the place was not picture perfect to his view.
It was more of a thrill thing likeness to a controlled drug trip.
He had to have that experience before the final deed went down.
Yes he were high on himself in revenge motivation.
It made him feel confident.
To this end in tomato Andy aka Dudly's new found confidence is where what is looked at is the conformation to his method of instant transformation as mentioned in the story plot. In the so called trial run or dry run ,take to account the pilot re-entering the control station or cockpit noting nothing unusual had gone down during his absence. In other words everything and Dudly or tomato Andy appeared to be normal as per flight routine. Ok so-the Jeckel- Hide thing.
Tomato Andy's confidence took an upward climb when the pilot noticed absolutely nothing out the ordinary about tomato's Andy's presence after having
become Hide or Hideitta mistress of the sky's. So Mr. Hide or Hideietta was able to switch on and off almost instantaneously or even magically seeming if one would imagine the face of evil there and than gone .Gone as if never there at all.
You can see tomato Andy standing in front of a mirror photographing himself. Clearly he no doubt spent plenty of time in front of mirrors and doing the flashy thing with his camera phone gave him another perspective in his visual imagery. Indeed he was the visual type. And he liked that second look from a distance.Probably liked taking self flashee's at the mirror looking back at him self through the mirror impression captured on his phone camera . A look through the looking glass you might say.
Actors spend plenty of time at the mirrors observing themselves and watching expression ,particularially,facial expressions although body language as well.
And appearances to tomato Andy were all and important and he doubt spent more time in front of mirrors than any of his love interests did.No doubt one of his noticeable oddities. But will those who have noticed keep tomato Andy's secret ?
Tomato Andy probably cut his hair short because his fettish about every hair having to be in perfect alignment disrupted his self observations in his time spent addressing the mirror.
Tomato Andy's face of evil which some of his contacts,acquaintances, love interests,and co workers have seen glimpse's of but never enough of a look
to make anything of it, is what he were watching out for. Somewhat odd seeming in a discript of a happening experience having to do with tomato Andy and his various fettish's is how former friends of his may describe that which struck them as somewhat odd in passing.
ok,so noticable oddities that some hove noticed in passing pawned off as little too little to make anything out of, eccentricities one might say or had said,or noticeable oddities.
Some actors actually have mirrored bed rooms with mirrors on the ceiling and walls for observation reasoning, a thing of profession some say. Tomato Andy may have acted out his fiendish fettish in some type of simulation in front of a mirror. Perhaps many times.
So the transformation thing about tomato andy was honed over time in his life experiences. Deception or deceiver could have been his middle name.
That means he were aware of a very distinctive kind of a unseemly ugliness,
a sinister look about himself that could force it's way through leaving tomato Andy unaware of what transpired. That is what he he kept carefully hidden.
Those that study serial killers, rapist's and evil thuggery in incarceration have seen what it is in mention. Most need to vomit after having seen it.
If that tells you anything about just what unseemly uglyness is.
Words can form a powerful picture. Even more of a picture when the teller of those words becomes the face of evil itself. Or one of the many faces of evil.
Again a young tomato Andy pictured with classmates and notice his necklace in how it seems telling in distant way about it.
Or at the very least somewhat eerie.
But is it picture perfect ?
Clearly tomato Andy aka Dudly spent considerable time in tailoring his appearance so that he would appear picture perfect. The clue-how he sees himself and how he is seen. Reflects a certain duality ,perhaps a conflict between his being and his inner being. A two sided thing of sort one might say.
Safe be it to say there was indeed some type of inner conflict going on with tomato Andy that far back in time.
So fondling those control dials on the instrument panel was more of a self suduction thing ,a way to gain pleasure. It was thrilling to tomato Andy and the sneakiness about it also provided tomato Andy gratification. And the pilot detecting nothing out of the ordinary upon return to the controls further heightened the thrill and gave tomato Andy greater confidence- in other words he found it unbelievably easy to get it over on his superiors or the seasoned pilots.
Tomato Andy considered his deceptive measures applied superior. He believed he had mastered deception and by it discovered weakness's or blind areas to work through in others.Think about it, he had actually expressed what he intended to do although not in exact detail to a flight attendant he were having a flaming fling with in cheap hotels, and not much was thought about it at that time. And he knew that those that did know the extent of his issues were bound to silence due to patient privacy laws. So he knew those doctors hands were tied . Evil knows no bonds.http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3071932/Germanwings-pilot-tried-avoid-Alps-crash-minute.html
Did he or didn't he ?
Might he have had last one minute thirty seconds conflicting thoughts about
crashing the plane killing all 150 people aboard ?
It is possible he may have offered himself an out but the monster within was in full control. According to the reports on the control stations, had he pulled the joy stick harder and further in one direction or the other ,he will have disengaged the auto pilot thereby taking over in manual operation.
It is more-so likely approaching the end of the run he wanted full control in hand ,a logical guess in the final time frames, he regressed back and prepared himself for the crash.
With alarms going off one would wonder what will have happened should he have disengaged the auto pilot regards to fail safe instrumentation built in.
There the question is,did he know for sure how the plane itself will have reacted
in manual over drive ?
His thought processes were in hyper over drive by the way, so no doubt his head was flooded with hype.
Look to the picky of the water flowing over the falls to get a visual of his head filled with hyper thought processing. Take to account what he saw in front of him as the plane's decent at the speed he programed in put death imminent before his eyes.
He no doubt regressed back in the seat because his adrenaline was raging and his thoughts were racing. A second thought took up no more time in his racing thoughts than a split second with-in the flood going on in his thought processing.
You really have to consider the adrenaline generated in the last minute and a half ,give or take. Or in the last minute.
His was committed to task and the thought of his being committed to a institution such as a psych ward in a prison or gov. institution for the criminally insane was not an option in his over-all view in it.
Make no mistake the monster was in full control.
Revenge motivated suicide murder intent .
If such in a type were to have gone on an all out shooting rampage ,that of a type will have gone out by way of suicide by cop in a carefully thought out planned & exacuted in every detail in exacts way about it.
The plane was his weapon of choice. It came down to power & control. He were a control freak.
The fact that he had absolutely nothing to say articulately in the final minute, says more than anything he ever said to anybody.
The reasons he thought he had for all the whys and how's,could anybody do that,he took with him in death.In other words all the answers to the questions
he left behind are not there . Picking up the pieces is the tasks he left behind.
Who tomato Andy really was ,was his carefully guarded secret for many years ,perhaps as many as 20 of those.Ten or more for sure.
Was it as though he were like two different people- you know ,Jeckle- Hide?
He was groomer, so for sure he were. So he bought a couple of cars one for he and the other for she as he were coming close to the end of his run .
That's how groomers operate -they groom. Nice shining bright new car- make everything bad go away. Two in the same shoe.http://www.cnn.com/2015/05/06/europe/andreas-lubitz-germanwings-crash-test/index.html
Still going with the dress rehearsal concept. Fondling the dials is what he were doing. Indeed there were certain aspects of built in fail safes he wished to know more about but most likely on a far different scale. All of what he did with the instrument panel on the outgoing flight will have been covered in flight training instruction. Every question he had about that will have been addressed in flight simulations in training secessions. He may have been running a bit of test but he knew in no way was he going to find out what he didn't know for sure.
He most likely on the return flight ,where it is he crashed the plane , wished to gain full control through the joy stick. Flying by the seat of pants comes to mind. The mass murder he committed falls to the category of a terrorist act.
And it is universal or global fail safes he were not completely sure about.
He may have thought such fail safes will have been fused in after 9/11/2001 that only key individuals would know of. It may have been as he saw it in his view,a gray area , an area a co pilot would be out of the loop in. Since he was a control freak with a fetish for every detail, not being absolutely certain about every little thing most likely haunted him. Such an unknown factor will have compelled him to try to find out even knowing it would turn out to be a fruitless attempt.
But tomato Andy had to try anyway. So it was a thing he had to try.
Safe be it to assume he was aware that anything that is fully operational by instruments /electronics, fully automatic can be converted in such a way that the object can be controlled-driven not just by itself but by someone on the ground. For a visual-look at drones.
The technology has been around and in use for 40-60 years perhaps a few more. Or more than a few more .
It's just a little detail he was not absolutely certain about though he knew such conversions were more than possible . He also knew what he was going to do is considered a terrorist act and such an act is why such a conversion-fail safe would be or would fall to the order of top secret stuff if what he thought could be, is or was true.The Phoenix Arizona area after all is a military training,experimental zone - like a giant sand box.
He may have picked up on a little insight into things when he were in training in Arizona. A lot goes on there the average eye never sees. No doubt tomato andy was the inquisitive type and at his age will have been looking to the future of flight operations. Since cars are coming to market that drive in automatic ,imagine what he came to know.
Well you know he may have seen himself ending back up at square A as a flight attendant 10 or 15 years down the line because pilots could become obsolete.
Or a sit there do nothing kind of a job.- No glory to be had.
This than is to say everything he imagined becoming a commercial airline pilot is was not at all what he imagined it would be ,in fact in realizing where it is all going from a technological stand point in it ,he may have concluded the future holds no place for him-, or that he wanted nothing of it.
So he were more of a renaissance man who set his sights on one thing and found out that one thing was more of a fantasy trip . Versatility in keeping up with technological advancement in the fast pace of the changing world we live in hadn't entered his mind set in setting long term career goals.
So indeed, he were subject to depression episodes.But that didn't make him any less evil.
And so bringing the truth about this criminal out of the shadows will be as timely and as throughly disheartening as is collecting up bits and pieces of the wreckage ,body parts of the victims and the collection and sortment of victims possessions and proper assignment there-of.
Revenge and power ,the power of control. The control aspect in the equation is what tomato andy wanted to feel through the joy stick , the manual control.
Could he have had a change of mind-heart at the last minute ? Was he thinking about aborting his death mission ,did he have doubts ,perhaps his conscience kicked in ?
Highly doubtful. He believed he had the germanwings fleet operations within his grasp,he believed he possessed the power to destroy it and all those in it's power structure and further the power to disrupt the entire global airline industry- and he believed he held the power to spread fear through-out it's customer base. The power he believed he had with-in him was of such an intoxicant that he was compelled to feel it with-in his grasp.
Not just touch it, but grasp on to it ,To hold control in his hand.
He felt in that last one minute 30 seconds an over powering desire to actually
get his hands./hand on it' ,he was compelled have that power in his hand.
That's what it was about in the last one minute 30 seconds. He wanted to control all things he thought he had power over with his own hand.He most likely was experiencing a adrenaline rush of a kind he were not capable of sustaining in full control predator mode thus causing tomato andy to regress back in the co pilot seat.In effect he had reached the point of climax.
He murdered 149 people killing himself along with in his final act. But his victims left to suffer his actions far far exceed 149.And ten times again and again and again. He imagined germanwings breaking apart and it's parent company same as the plane ,and he fantasized about golden parachutes turning into stone .
He wanted to destroy as many lives as he could ,starting with his own family. ..And he wanted to do as much damage as he could anywhere and any place.
He wasn't sick,he was evil.
If the movement on the manual control stick will seem to indicate a very brief change of mind about his murder suicide plot than consider what he expressed to the flight attendant he were in bed with between flights in cheap hotels.
He said ,"someday he do something that will make everybody know his name".
Like Jack the ripper.
So the power grab on the manual control stick served his impulsive disire to the order of the immediate and at the same time his long term perspective to be remembered forever by name and face. It leaves a long standing question for investigators and in future studies . At both ends in it ,it comes down to power. The answers that are being sought after are not there because tomato Andy took it all with him in death.
To validate the opinion in it ,the place to look is serial killers dead and alive that are or have been incarcerated for lengths in time. You will find in most if not all studies conducted at conclusions the opinions stand out, in that -we will most likely never know how many victims the killers killed or the locations of the many unaccounted for victims bodies.
To the evil ones,all the questions there are and all the evil doings they do are in a treasure chest hidden in a safe place ,that place in in their heads. You know they got it, and they ain't gonna give it up. It's gold to them -they can look at it. They can feel what it does to them. They may in reach in there and toss a little bit, perhaps in exchange for something.
Ted Bundy the serial killer demonstrated how the evil psychopathic serial killer reaches in there tossing out scraps as one would toss a bone to a dog when questioned by detectives about his crimes. Enough was enough and they exacuted him in Florida.
Whats contained in there is just what they take with them-to them it is possession.To get a mind wrap around how is they can feel what the content of the treasure chest is you wold simply read stories about pan hadlers for gold in rivers and such places where gold deposits are paned out of the water. Stories about observers of what comes over some of the others when gold is paned or a gold spot is found. They change-something comes over them almost as though they have become possessed.
Running about in what would seem by discript in a trance like mode-way out of the norm.It does happen. Thieves get a certain look about them when they spot something of their fancy such as an object of their desire, or something of material value or a coveted item.It can also be a feeling that comes over them- they try to surpress it to throw off whoever is there they do not want to know anything of it. They start talking, it's all in a thieves note.It too can appear as a trance like state when observing one who by all appearances(in the change that comes over them), lacks a moral standing. Indeed there is a certain something that comes over them.
So in the end he had to feel the power of manual control by grasping on to the manual control stick -and at the same time made a last deposit into his treasure chest -leaving a final question- did he or didn't he in a moment in time think to pull the plane and it's passengers out of it.
The way tomato Andy figured it, we will never really know for sure one way or the other. And that was his final addition to his treasure chest-a gift to himself one might say. Or two in the same shoe.
He wasn't sick-he was evil.
What might he have been thinking ,pondering ,or the many reflections of the golden gate bridge.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicides_at_the_Golden_Gate_Bridge
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